Don’t know what i’m doing ‘cus i’m outta control

only three days till sunday and i’m losing my mind

thursday mornings make me want to implode

i get a rush from self-delusion so i pretend i’m alright

but i’m not

you know i’m not

just say i’m

i’m feeling fine

but i’m not

you know i’m not

just tryna float on by

don’t know what i’m doing ‘cuz i’m outta my mind

due to this savage self surrender of all that is mine

and it used to be we could stand up for whats right

but now we’re all way to busy tryna fight to survive,

but i’m not

no i’m not

just tryna

float on by

though i’m not

you know i’m not

because you been right here with me

the whole time

and your numbness

is addicting me

i don’t want to remember what its like to feel

i said you numbness is addicting babe,

and i don’t want to remember what its

like.