happiness is saturday morning cartoons,
eatin’ breakfast in the living room,
and knowing you have off from school,
its wearing the same old red sweatshirt
i gave you when you went away.
i hope it kept you warm and safe,
you look a little worn and frayed and,
your smiling way to easily,
i wanted you to spit it out,
why couldn’t you,
just,
spit,
it,
out.
and i don’t want to love you,
if it means i’m gonna have to hurt you,
and i don’t want to own you,
i just want to control ya’
loneliness is that front porch swing,
collecting dew in the fall,
the seats a little damp and cold,
and there ain’t no one sitting next to you,
ain’t no one sitting next to me,
so what are we gonna do,
it all ‘cuz you just,
smile way to easily,
i wanted you to spit it out,
why couldn’t you,
just, spit it out.
and i don’t want to love you,
means i’m gonna have to hurt you,
and i don’t want to own you,
because i cant control you.